The Exchange of Blows

Right now, I really don't know what to say, I don't know how to put things in to words. I don't feel that it's right to reveal our marital problems to everyone, but of course I really wouldn't do that. I just wanna write, how I feel.

I am pissed. I am frustrated. I am totally angry at the moment.

Don't get me wrong... this isn't gonna lead to a break up or anything.

It's probably the usual marriage quarrel.

It's just that i am not used to us fighting.

For the last few months we have been frequently fighting. I don't know if this is because of his hidden agony of losing both of his parents. He is totally bringing it out on me. He gets ticked off easily and I hate it.

Now I am getting ticked off easily.

I hate the things that run on my head.

I hate it because it is not good.

I want to write it, but I know thinking about it is a sin already.

How much more if I say it or write it.

What the heck.